The stress of how much I need to do before Zoe has hit me like a ton of bricks today. As well as the third term exhaustion- thanks to lack of sleep because I'm no longer comfortable and I have to get up to use the bathroom at least twice a night!
I talked to the childcare provider about when orientation was. Come to find out it was at 9:00 this morning. When my husband found out I missed it and that the next one isn't until sometime in August.. he wasn't too thrilled. He knows that everything will work out, it's just frustrating knowing it was today and because I kept putting off calling to find out when it is I missed it.
This totally has me stressed out, but I'm hoping I will use this as a positive turn around and get my back end into high gear and get this started so I can "open the business" after Zoe is born and all family returns home.
Needless to say I allowed my pregnancy hormones to take over and I blindly drove home since I couldn't see anything through the flooding of my tears. After sitting for a little while, chewing on some ice, I am ready to go to Walmart, buy a planner, make some phone calls, and start writing things down and being more organized.
I have 41 days, if that, to get my house and the daycare stuff completed to my liking. This means pushing my exhaustion and/or laziness to the side and GO!
Without going into labor before my mom gets here.